{"id":440,"date":"2009-07-06T22:12:25","date_gmt":"2009-07-06T20:12:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/?p=440"},"modified":"2009-07-06T22:12:25","modified_gmt":"2009-07-06T20:12:25","slug":"tungt","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2009\/07\/06\/tungt\/","title":{"rendered":"Tungt"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Usch, ingen bra dag idag. Deppig, tr\u00f6tt, huvudv\u00e4rk, ensam. Vet vad som orsakar detta men orkar inte g\u00e5 in p\u00e5 det, det f\u00f6rflutna knackar p\u00e5 och jag \u00f6nskar att jag kunde sticka huvudet i sanden och bara strunta i det. Men det \u00e4r inte alltid s\u00e5 l\u00e4tt&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>S\u00e5 nu blir det faktiskt s\u00e4ngen f\u00f6r mig, otroligt tidigt f\u00f6r att vara mig. Men jag k\u00e4nner att jag inte orkar mer idag, sov uselt natten som var och s\u00e5 jobba f\u00f6rsta dagen efter semestern.<\/p>\n<p>Men i morgon \u00e4r en ny dag, i morgon ska jag le, min f\u00f6rsta dag i 30-dagars programmet.<\/p>\n<div class=\"sharedaddy sd-sharing-enabled\"><div class=\"robots-nocontent sd-block sd-social sd-social-icon sd-sharing\"><h3 class=\"sd-title\">Dela:<\/h3><div class=\"sd-content\"><ul><li class=\"share-twitter\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"sharing-twitter-440\" class=\"share-twitter sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2009\/07\/06\/tungt\/?share=twitter\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Klicka f\u00f6r att dela p\u00e5 Twitter\"><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Klicka f\u00f6r att dela p\u00e5 Twitter (\u00d6ppnas i ett nytt f\u00f6nster)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-print\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"\" class=\"share-print sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2009\/07\/06\/tungt\/\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Klicka f\u00f6r utskrift\"><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Klicka f\u00f6r utskrift (\u00d6ppnas i ett nytt f\u00f6nster)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-pinterest\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"sharing-pinterest-440\" class=\"share-pinterest sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2009\/07\/06\/tungt\/?share=pinterest\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Klicka f\u00f6r att dela till Pinterest\"><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Klicka f\u00f6r att dela till Pinterest (\u00d6ppnas i ett nytt f\u00f6nster)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-end\"><\/li><\/ul><\/div><\/div><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p class=\"excerpt\">Usch, ingen bra dag idag. Deppig, tr\u00f6tt, huvudv\u00e4rk, ensam. Vet vad som orsakar detta men orkar inte g\u00e5 in p\u00e5 det, det f\u00f6rflutna knackar p\u00e5 och jag \u00f6nskar att jag kunde sticka huvudet i sanden och bara strunta i det. Men det \u00e4r inte alltid s\u00e5 l\u00e4tt&#8230; S\u00e5 nu blir det faktiskt s\u00e4ngen f\u00f6r mig, otroligt tidigt f\u00f6r att vara&hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2009\/07\/06\/tungt\/\">Read more &rarr;<\/a><\/p>\n<div class=\"sharedaddy sd-sharing-enabled\"><div class=\"robots-nocontent sd-block sd-social sd-social-icon sd-sharing\"><h3 class=\"sd-title\">Dela:<\/h3><div class=\"sd-content\"><ul><li class=\"share-twitter\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"sharing-twitter-440\" class=\"share-twitter sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2009\/07\/06\/tungt\/?share=twitter\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Klicka f\u00f6r att dela p\u00e5 Twitter\"><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Klicka f\u00f6r att dela p\u00e5 Twitter (\u00d6ppnas i ett nytt f\u00f6nster)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-print\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"\" class=\"share-print sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2009\/07\/06\/tungt\/\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Klicka f\u00f6r utskrift\"><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Klicka f\u00f6r utskrift (\u00d6ppnas i ett nytt f\u00f6nster)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-pinterest\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"sharing-pinterest-440\" class=\"share-pinterest sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2009\/07\/06\/tungt\/?share=pinterest\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Klicka f\u00f6r att dela till Pinterest\"><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Klicka f\u00f6r att dela till Pinterest (\u00d6ppnas i ett nytt f\u00f6nster)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-end\"><\/li><\/ul><\/div><\/div><\/div>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"spay_email":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_is_tweetstorm":false},"categories":[1],"tags":[50,25,38],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/s23rAr-tungt","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":1605,"url":"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2011\/03\/29\/otroligt-sexig-kladsel-eller-kanske-inte\/","url_meta":{"origin":440,"position":0},"title":"Otroligt sexig kl\u00e4dsel...eller kanske inte","date":"29 mars 2011, 20:43","format":false,"excerpt":"Andra dagen p\u00e5 min f\u00f6rsta op-placering avklarad. 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