{"id":4322,"date":"2016-04-19T22:53:09","date_gmt":"2016-04-19T20:53:09","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/?p=4322"},"modified":"2016-04-19T22:53:09","modified_gmt":"2016-04-19T20:53:09","slug":"ibland-slar-den-till","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2016\/04\/19\/ibland-slar-den-till\/","title":{"rendered":"Ibland sl\u00e5r den till"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Ibland sl\u00e5r den till, utan f\u00f6rvarning. Sorgen. \u00d6ver det som aldrig blev, \u00f6ver det som aldrig kommer bli, \u00f6ver det som jag aldrig kommer uppleva. Jo, man l\u00e4r sig att leva med det. Jo, det finns \u00e4nd\u00e5 mening med livet. Jo, den v\u00e4rsta sm\u00e4rtan l\u00e4gger sig efter ett tag.<\/p>\n<p>Att s\u00e4ga att sorgen sl\u00e5r till \u00e4r egentligen fel f\u00f6r den finns d\u00e4r hela tiden. 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