{"id":3733,"date":"2015-03-24T19:34:10","date_gmt":"2015-03-24T18:34:10","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/?p=3733"},"modified":"2015-03-24T19:34:10","modified_gmt":"2015-03-24T18:34:10","slug":"undrar-hur-det-kanns","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2015\/03\/24\/undrar-hur-det-kanns\/","title":{"rendered":"Undrar hur det k\u00e4nns?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Natten som var jobbade jag med en undersk\u00f6terska som jobbade sitt sista pass. N\u00e5gonsin. Efter 44 \u00e5r p\u00e5 avdelningen s\u00e5 skulle hon nu g\u00e5 i pension. Jag undrar hur det k\u00e4nns att veta att n\u00e4r man g\u00e5r d\u00e4rifr\u00e5n inte kommer jobba igen. M\u00e5ste ju k\u00e4nnas r\u00e4tt underligt. Jag har n\u00e5gra \u00e5r kvar innan jag f\u00e5r veta hur det \u00e4r. Jag tror att pensions\u00e5ldern kommer att h\u00f6jas innan det \u00e4r dags f\u00f6r mig, s\u00e5 d\u00e5 \u00e4r det v\u00e4l runt 30 \u00e5r dit.<\/p>\n<p>Och 44 \u00e5r f\u00f6rresten, helt galet. Jag var inte ens f\u00f6dd n\u00e4r hon b\u00f6rjade jobba p\u00e5 avdelningen. Det, om n\u00e5got, m\u00e5ste ju vara ett bra betyg p\u00e5 arbetsplatsen. Vi har fem stycken som g\u00e5r i pension detta \u00e5r, fyra av dem har jobbat hos oss i \u00f6ver 30 \u00e5r.<\/p>\n<p>Men nu ska jag och min huvudv\u00e4rk g\u00e5 och l\u00e4gga oss.<\/p>\n<div class=\"sharedaddy sd-sharing-enabled\"><div class=\"robots-nocontent sd-block sd-social sd-social-icon sd-sharing\"><h3 class=\"sd-title\">Dela:<\/h3><div class=\"sd-content\"><ul><li class=\"share-twitter\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"sharing-twitter-3733\" class=\"share-twitter sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2015\/03\/24\/undrar-hur-det-kanns\/?share=twitter\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Klicka f\u00f6r att dela p\u00e5 Twitter\"><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Klicka f\u00f6r att dela p\u00e5 Twitter (\u00d6ppnas i ett nytt f\u00f6nster)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-print\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"\" class=\"share-print sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2015\/03\/24\/undrar-hur-det-kanns\/\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Klicka f\u00f6r utskrift\"><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Klicka f\u00f6r utskrift (\u00d6ppnas i ett nytt f\u00f6nster)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-pinterest\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"sharing-pinterest-3733\" class=\"share-pinterest sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2015\/03\/24\/undrar-hur-det-kanns\/?share=pinterest\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Klicka f\u00f6r att dela till Pinterest\"><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Klicka f\u00f6r att dela till Pinterest (\u00d6ppnas i ett nytt f\u00f6nster)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-end\"><\/li><\/ul><\/div><\/div><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p class=\"excerpt\">Natten som var jobbade jag med en undersk\u00f6terska som jobbade sitt sista pass. N\u00e5gonsin. Efter 44 \u00e5r p\u00e5 avdelningen s\u00e5 skulle hon nu g\u00e5 i pension. Jag undrar hur det k\u00e4nns att veta att n\u00e4r man g\u00e5r d\u00e4rifr\u00e5n inte kommer jobba igen. M\u00e5ste ju k\u00e4nnas r\u00e4tt underligt. Jag har n\u00e5gra \u00e5r kvar innan jag f\u00e5r veta hur det \u00e4r. 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