{"id":3725,"date":"2015-03-21T23:41:39","date_gmt":"2015-03-21T22:41:39","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/?p=3725"},"modified":"2015-03-21T23:41:39","modified_gmt":"2015-03-21T22:41:39","slug":"den-dar-ensamheten-igen","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2015\/03\/21\/den-dar-ensamheten-igen\/","title":{"rendered":"Den d\u00e4r ensamheten igen"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>\u00c4nnu en dag i ensamhet, den underbara ensamheten. Om det nu var s\u00e5 att den alltid var underbar, idag har den bara varit tr\u00e5kig. En tr\u00e5kig dag helt enkelt. Ibland vill man bara slippa ensamheten och f\u00e5 lite tv\u00e5samhet.<\/p>\n<p>Jag dr\u00f6mde om tv\u00e5samhet i natt, jag tror det \u00e4r d\u00e4rf\u00f6r som ensamheten har varit s\u00e5 p\u00e5taglig idag. Vet inte vem jag dr\u00f6mde om, vet inte var vi var eller vad vi gjorde men jag vaknade i en k\u00e4nsla av lycka&#8230;.tills jag ins\u00e5g att det bara var en dr\u00f6m. Jag har varit ensam l\u00e4nge nu, inte konstigt att man blir lite vemodig ibland.<\/p>\n<p>Och sen spenderades dagen med att titta p\u00e5 skidskytte, st\u00e4da, tv\u00e4tta och en promenad. Samtidigt som jag lyssnade p\u00e5 en ljudbok om ett kraschat \u00e4ktenskap. Ensam.<\/p>\n<p>N\u00e5 v\u00e4l, i morgon \u00e4r s\u00e4kert hum\u00f6ret p\u00e5 r\u00e4tt v\u00e4g igen.<\/p>\n<p><small>\u203a\u203a 21\/100 #blogg100<\/small><\/p>\n<div class=\"sharedaddy sd-sharing-enabled\"><div class=\"robots-nocontent sd-block sd-social sd-social-icon sd-sharing\"><h3 class=\"sd-title\">Dela:<\/h3><div class=\"sd-content\"><ul><li class=\"share-twitter\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"sharing-twitter-3725\" class=\"share-twitter sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2015\/03\/21\/den-dar-ensamheten-igen\/?share=twitter\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Klicka f\u00f6r att dela p\u00e5 Twitter\"><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Klicka f\u00f6r att dela p\u00e5 Twitter (\u00d6ppnas i ett nytt f\u00f6nster)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-print\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"\" class=\"share-print sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2015\/03\/21\/den-dar-ensamheten-igen\/\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Klicka f\u00f6r utskrift\"><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Klicka f\u00f6r utskrift (\u00d6ppnas i ett nytt f\u00f6nster)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-pinterest\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"sharing-pinterest-3725\" class=\"share-pinterest sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2015\/03\/21\/den-dar-ensamheten-igen\/?share=pinterest\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Klicka f\u00f6r att dela till Pinterest\"><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Klicka f\u00f6r att dela till Pinterest (\u00d6ppnas i ett nytt f\u00f6nster)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-end\"><\/li><\/ul><\/div><\/div><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p class=\"excerpt\">\u00c4nnu en dag i ensamhet, den underbara ensamheten. Om det nu var s\u00e5 att den alltid var underbar, idag har den bara varit tr\u00e5kig. En tr\u00e5kig dag helt enkelt. Ibland vill man bara slippa ensamheten och f\u00e5 lite tv\u00e5samhet. Jag dr\u00f6mde om tv\u00e5samhet i natt, jag tror det \u00e4r d\u00e4rf\u00f6r som ensamheten har varit s\u00e5 p\u00e5taglig idag. 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