{"id":2980,"date":"2013-05-21T22:35:14","date_gmt":"2013-05-21T20:35:14","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/?p=2980"},"modified":"2013-05-21T22:35:14","modified_gmt":"2013-05-21T20:35:14","slug":"hopplost-just-nu","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2013\/05\/21\/hopplost-just-nu\/","title":{"rendered":"Hoppl\u00f6st just nu"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>N\u00e4r allt bara k\u00e4nns tr\u00e5kigt och man undrar n\u00e4r det ska bli ens tur, en s\u00e5dan dag har det varit idag. Jag vill m\u00e5 bra, det g\u00f6r jag inte nu. Jag vill vara n\u00f6jd med mig sj\u00e4lv, det \u00e4r jag inte nu. Jag vill vara glad, det \u00e4r jag inte nu. Vissa dagar \u00e4r bara s\u00e5 h\u00e4r, allt k\u00e4nns bara tr\u00e5kigt och allt k\u00e4nns hoppl\u00f6st. N\u00e4r det ska bli min tur? Med vad, kanske du undrar &#8211; det undrar jag med. 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