{"id":2812,"date":"2013-04-01T23:02:37","date_gmt":"2013-04-01T22:02:37","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/?p=2812"},"modified":"2013-04-01T23:02:37","modified_gmt":"2013-04-01T22:02:37","slug":"till-dig","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2013\/04\/01\/till-dig\/","title":{"rendered":"Till dig"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/open.spotify.com\/track\/0D4U9hV0MjGkSsINdNawaz\" target=\"_blank\">Till dig<\/a>, en underbar l\u00e5t av Sarah Dawn Finer om l\u00e4ngtan. L\u00e4ngtan efter barn. S\u00e5 vacker <a href=\"http:\/\/www.sarahdawnfiner.com\/till-dig\/\" target=\"_blank\">text<\/a>&#8230; Den f\u00e5r mina t\u00e5rar att rinna, den p\u00e5minner mig om sorgen \u00f6ver det som aldrig blev.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/04\/tilldig.png\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" data-attachment-id=\"2815\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2013\/04\/01\/till-dig\/tilldig\/\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/04\/tilldig.png\" data-orig-size=\"478,478\" data-comments-opened=\"1\" data-image-title=\"tilldig\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/04\/tilldig.png\" src=\"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/04\/tilldig.png\" alt=\"tilldig\" width=\"478\" height=\"478\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-2815\" srcset=\"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/04\/tilldig.png 478w, https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/04\/tilldig-290x290.png 290w, https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/04\/tilldig-300x300.png 300w, https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/04\/tilldig-150x150.png 150w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 478px) 100vw, 478px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Men f\u00f6r mig har \u00e5ren sprungit bort, f\u00f6r mig \u00e4r det f\u00f6r sent. F\u00f6r mig var det en dr\u00f6m som aldrig blev sann. <\/p>\n<p>Och med de orden kan jag ber\u00e4tta att jag best\u00e4llt tid till gyn, t\u00e4nk vad bra att man kan g\u00f6ra saker online nu f\u00f6r tiden. S\u00e5 n\u00e4sta torsdag hoppas jag att jag f\u00e5r tr\u00e4ffa en l\u00e4kare som faktiskt lyssnar p\u00e5 hur det \u00e4r att leva med mitt el\u00e4nde. Men nu s\u00e4ngen.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p class=\"excerpt\">Till dig, en underbar l\u00e5t av Sarah Dawn Finer om l\u00e4ngtan. L\u00e4ngtan efter barn. S\u00e5 vacker text&#8230; Den f\u00e5r mina t\u00e5rar att rinna, den p\u00e5minner mig om sorgen \u00f6ver det som aldrig blev. Men f\u00f6r mig har \u00e5ren sprungit bort, f\u00f6r mig \u00e4r det f\u00f6r sent. F\u00f6r mig var det en dr\u00f6m som aldrig blev sann. Och med de orden&hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2013\/04\/01\/till-dig\/\">Read more &rarr;<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[8],"tags":[27,250,258],"class_list":["post-2812","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-barnlosheten","tag-elandet","tag-gyn","tag-lakarbesok","xfolkentry"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p23rAr-Jm","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":5174,"url":"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2026\/10\/22\/langtan-bor-i-mina-skor\/","url_meta":{"origin":2812,"position":0},"title":"L\u00e4ngtan bor i mina skor","author":"Maria","date":"22 oktober 2026, 03:45","format":false,"excerpt":"F\u00f6r ett tag sedan, tror det var dagen efter jag skrev mitt f\u00f6rsta blogginl\u00e4gg sedan 2017, s\u00e5 fastnade en fras i mitt huvud n\u00e4r jag var ute och sprang - l\u00e4ngtan bor i mina skor. 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