{"id":2705,"date":"2013-03-16T23:23:36","date_gmt":"2013-03-16T22:23:36","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/?p=2705"},"modified":"2013-03-17T09:53:02","modified_gmt":"2013-03-17T08:53:02","slug":"den-ratta-for-mig","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2013\/03\/16\/den-ratta-for-mig\/","title":{"rendered":"Den r\u00e4tta f\u00f6r mig"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Tittar p\u00e5 <a href=\"http:\/\/www.imdb.com\/title\/tt1411238\/\" target=\"_blank\">No strings attached<\/a>, en romantisk komedi. Ingen film man ska titta p\u00e5 n\u00e4r man ligger i soffan och k\u00e4nner sig lite ensam. Men ensamheten \u00e4r ju sj\u00e4lvvald, s\u00e5 varf\u00f6r k\u00e4nner jag d\u00e5 s\u00e5? Varf\u00f6r har jag b\u00f6rjat sakna den d\u00e4r tv\u00e5samheten? N\u00e5gon att skratta med, n\u00e5gon att prata med, n\u00e5gon som pillar en i h\u00e5rbotten. Fast egentligen vill jag ju inte ha det d\u00e4r. \u00c4n. Jag vill m\u00e5 b\u00e4ttre i mig sj\u00e4lv f\u00f6rst, k\u00e4nna mig mer tillfreds med min kropp, f\u00e5 ordning p\u00e5 el\u00e4ndet och allt det d\u00e4r. Men \u00e4nd\u00e5 saknar jag det. Den d\u00e4r tv\u00e5samheten. Den \u00e4r ju r\u00e4tt trevlig \u00e4nd\u00e5.<\/p>\n<p>Men kanske har jag haft min chans. Kanske har jag haft mina tre f\u00f6rs\u00f6k till k\u00e4rlek och lycka, det kanske inte finns mer chanser f\u00f6r mig. Jag har haft turen\/\u00e4ran\/f\u00f6rm\u00e5nen att \u00e4lskas av tre killar\/m\u00e4n, men de har inte varit r\u00e4tt f\u00f6r mig och jag har inte varit r\u00e4tt f\u00f6r dem. Men t\u00e4nk om det var mina tre f\u00f6rs\u00f6k jag fick, t\u00e4nk om det inte finns n\u00e5gon r\u00e4tt f\u00f6r mig?<\/p>\n<p>Och en annan tanke, t\u00e4nk om man var lika snygg som <a href=\"http:\/\/www.imdb.com\/name\/nm0000204\/?ref_=tt_cl_t1\" target=\"_blank\">Natalie Portman<\/a>. Snygg, liten och smal. Dessutom intelligent. Allt som jag inte \u00e4r med andra ord. \ud83d\ude09<\/p>\n<p><em>Nr 53 av #blogg100.<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p class=\"excerpt\">Tittar p\u00e5 No strings attached, en romantisk komedi. Ingen film man ska titta p\u00e5 n\u00e4r man ligger i soffan och k\u00e4nner sig lite ensam. Men ensamheten \u00e4r ju sj\u00e4lvvald, s\u00e5 varf\u00f6r k\u00e4nner jag d\u00e5 s\u00e5? Varf\u00f6r har jag b\u00f6rjat sakna den d\u00e4r tv\u00e5samheten? N\u00e5gon att skratta med, n\u00e5gon att prata med, n\u00e5gon som pillar en i h\u00e5rbotten. Fast egentligen vill&hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2013\/03\/16\/den-ratta-for-mig\/\">Read more &rarr;<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"Den r\u00e4tta f\u00f6r mig #blogg100","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[1],"tags":[359,406,180],"class_list":["post-2705","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-blandat","tag-blogg100","tag-han-med-stort-h","tag-karlek","xfolkentry"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p23rAr-HD","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":3541,"url":"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2014\/06\/01\/nar-valde-jag-ensamheten\/","url_meta":{"origin":2705,"position":0},"title":"N\u00e4r valde jag ensamheten?","author":"Maria","date":"01 juni 2014, 23:19","format":false,"excerpt":"En helg \u00e4r snart f\u00f6rbi, en helg d\u00e4r jag piffat och fixat i min lilla l\u00e4genhet som nu ska s\u00e4ljas. 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