{"id":250,"date":"2009-05-31T01:17:53","date_gmt":"2009-05-30T23:17:53","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/?p=250"},"modified":"2009-05-31T01:17:53","modified_gmt":"2009-05-30T23:17:53","slug":"ensam","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2009\/05\/31\/ensam\/","title":{"rendered":"Ensam"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Usch och fy, ligger i soffan och k\u00e4nner mig ensam. Sugen p\u00e5 onyttigheter \u00e4r jag ocks\u00e5. Dubbelsuck. Och klockan b\u00f6rjar bli mitt i natten. Suck igen. Jobbar en kv\u00e4ll till innan det \u00e4r dags f\u00f6r lite ledighet. Alltid n\u00e5got positivt i alla fall. Hade en lugn kv\u00e4ll p\u00e5 jobbet och hoppas p\u00e5 en liknande i morgon, eller f\u00f6rresten, kanske lite mer att g\u00f6ra eftersom tiden gick extremt l\u00e5ngsamt idag. Var den danske kardiologen idag, s\u00e5 jobbigt att inte riktigt f\u00f6rst\u00e5 vad han s\u00e4ger&#8230;lite pinsamt ocks\u00e5. Men han s\u00e4ger att han \u00e4r van.<\/p>\n<p>S\u00e4ng, s\u00e4ng, s\u00e4ng. Ska f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka komma upp lite tidigare i morgon och f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka komma ut p\u00e5 en promenad innan jobbet.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p class=\"excerpt\">Usch och fy, ligger i soffan och k\u00e4nner mig ensam. Sugen p\u00e5 onyttigheter \u00e4r jag ocks\u00e5. Dubbelsuck. Och klockan b\u00f6rjar bli mitt i natten. Suck igen. Jobbar en kv\u00e4ll till innan det \u00e4r dags f\u00f6r lite ledighet. Alltid n\u00e5got positivt i alla fall. Hade en lugn kv\u00e4ll p\u00e5 jobbet och hoppas p\u00e5 en liknande i morgon, eller f\u00f6rresten, kanske lite&hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2009\/05\/31\/ensam\/\">Read more &rarr;<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[1],"tags":[38,15,39],"class_list":["post-250","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-blandat","tag-ensam","tag-jobb","tag-onyttigheter","xfolkentry"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/s23rAr-ensam","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":179,"url":"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2009\/04\/19\/vaken\/","url_meta":{"origin":250,"position":0},"title":"Vaken","author":"Maria","date":"19 april 2009, 01:41","format":false,"excerpt":"Jag vet, jag borde sova eftersom klockan \u00e4r mycket, men vaken \u00e4r jag och \u00e4r inte heller s\u00e5 tr\u00f6tt. 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