{"id":250,"date":"2009-05-31T01:17:53","date_gmt":"2009-05-30T23:17:53","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/?p=250"},"modified":"2009-05-31T01:17:53","modified_gmt":"2009-05-30T23:17:53","slug":"ensam","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2009\/05\/31\/ensam\/","title":{"rendered":"Ensam"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Usch och fy, ligger i soffan och k\u00e4nner mig ensam. Sugen p\u00e5 onyttigheter \u00e4r jag ocks\u00e5. Dubbelsuck. Och klockan b\u00f6rjar bli mitt i natten. Suck igen. Jobbar en kv\u00e4ll till innan det \u00e4r dags f\u00f6r lite ledighet. Alltid n\u00e5got positivt i alla fall. Hade en lugn kv\u00e4ll p\u00e5 jobbet och hoppas p\u00e5 en liknande i morgon, eller f\u00f6rresten, kanske lite mer att g\u00f6ra eftersom tiden gick extremt l\u00e5ngsamt idag. Var den danske kardiologen idag, s\u00e5 jobbigt att inte riktigt f\u00f6rst\u00e5 vad han s\u00e4ger&#8230;lite pinsamt ocks\u00e5. Men han s\u00e4ger att han \u00e4r van.<\/p>\n<p>S\u00e4ng, s\u00e4ng, s\u00e4ng. Ska f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka komma upp lite tidigare i morgon och f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka komma ut p\u00e5 en promenad innan jobbet.<\/p>\n<div class=\"sharedaddy sd-sharing-enabled\"><div class=\"robots-nocontent sd-block sd-social sd-social-icon sd-sharing\"><h3 class=\"sd-title\">Dela:<\/h3><div class=\"sd-content\"><ul><li class=\"share-twitter\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"sharing-twitter-250\" class=\"share-twitter sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2009\/05\/31\/ensam\/?share=twitter\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Klicka f\u00f6r att dela p\u00e5 Twitter\"><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Klicka f\u00f6r att dela p\u00e5 Twitter (\u00d6ppnas i ett nytt f\u00f6nster)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-print\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"\" class=\"share-print sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2009\/05\/31\/ensam\/\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Klicka f\u00f6r utskrift\"><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Klicka f\u00f6r utskrift (\u00d6ppnas i ett nytt f\u00f6nster)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-pinterest\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"sharing-pinterest-250\" class=\"share-pinterest sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2009\/05\/31\/ensam\/?share=pinterest\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Klicka f\u00f6r att dela till Pinterest\"><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Klicka f\u00f6r att dela till Pinterest (\u00d6ppnas i ett nytt f\u00f6nster)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-end\"><\/li><\/ul><\/div><\/div><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p class=\"excerpt\">Usch och fy, ligger i soffan och k\u00e4nner mig ensam. Sugen p\u00e5 onyttigheter \u00e4r jag ocks\u00e5. Dubbelsuck. Och klockan b\u00f6rjar bli mitt i natten. Suck igen. Jobbar en kv\u00e4ll till innan det \u00e4r dags f\u00f6r lite ledighet. Alltid n\u00e5got positivt i alla fall. Hade en lugn kv\u00e4ll p\u00e5 jobbet och hoppas p\u00e5 en liknande i morgon, eller f\u00f6rresten, kanske lite&hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2009\/05\/31\/ensam\/\">Read more &rarr;<\/a><\/p>\n<div class=\"sharedaddy sd-sharing-enabled\"><div class=\"robots-nocontent sd-block sd-social sd-social-icon sd-sharing\"><h3 class=\"sd-title\">Dela:<\/h3><div class=\"sd-content\"><ul><li class=\"share-twitter\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"sharing-twitter-250\" class=\"share-twitter sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2009\/05\/31\/ensam\/?share=twitter\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Klicka f\u00f6r att dela p\u00e5 Twitter\"><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Klicka f\u00f6r att dela p\u00e5 Twitter (\u00d6ppnas i ett nytt f\u00f6nster)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-print\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"\" class=\"share-print sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2009\/05\/31\/ensam\/\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Klicka f\u00f6r utskrift\"><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Klicka f\u00f6r utskrift (\u00d6ppnas i ett nytt f\u00f6nster)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-pinterest\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"sharing-pinterest-250\" class=\"share-pinterest sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2009\/05\/31\/ensam\/?share=pinterest\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Klicka f\u00f6r att dela till Pinterest\"><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Klicka f\u00f6r att dela till Pinterest (\u00d6ppnas i ett nytt f\u00f6nster)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-end\"><\/li><\/ul><\/div><\/div><\/div>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"spay_email":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_is_tweetstorm":false},"categories":[1],"tags":[38,15,39],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/s23rAr-ensam","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":179,"url":"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2009\/04\/19\/vaken\/","url_meta":{"origin":250,"position":0},"title":"Vaken","date":"19 april 2009, 01:41","format":false,"excerpt":"Jag vet, jag borde sova eftersom klockan \u00e4r mycket, men vaken \u00e4r jag och \u00e4r inte heller s\u00e5 tr\u00f6tt. 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