{"id":236,"date":"2009-05-22T22:57:27","date_gmt":"2009-05-22T20:57:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/?p=236"},"modified":"2009-07-14T11:01:38","modified_gmt":"2009-07-14T09:01:38","slug":"ett-ar-har-gatt","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2009\/05\/22\/ett-ar-har-gatt\/","title":{"rendered":"Ett \u00e5r har g\u00e5tt"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>F\u00f6r ett \u00e5r sedan l\u00e4mnade mitt lite knytt mig, men egentligen hade knyttet l\u00e4mnat mig tidigare. Det var bara den tomma hinns\u00e4cken kvar, nu bl\u00f6dde jag ut den med medicinsk hj\u00e4lp. Missfallet var ett faktum. Mitt lilla knytt ville inte stanna hos mamma.<\/p>\n<p>Jag har n\u00e5gon g\u00e5ng f\u00e5tt kommentaren att det var tur att jag fick missfall eftersom jag inte l\u00e4ngre \u00e4r tillsammans med katternas fd husse, men hur kan det vara tur. Visst, det hade varit tungt att vara ensamst\u00e5ende mor men jag hade klarat det. Jag har ocks\u00e5 n\u00e5gra g\u00e5nger f\u00e5tt kommentarer som att det var tur att jag och exmannen aldrig lyckades f\u00e5 barn, trots alla tunga \u00e5r d\u00e5 vi k\u00e4mpade. Men utan de tunga \u00e5ren, vem vet, det kanske hade fortfarande varit vi.<\/p>\n<p>Ibland \u00e4r den ofrivilliga barnl\u00f6sheten n\u00e4rmare, idag \u00e4r en s\u00e5n dag.<\/p>\n<p>Avslutar med en <a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/v\/cput3eYayzQ&#038;hl=sv&#038;fs=1\">favorit<\/a>.<\/p>\n<div class=\"sharedaddy sd-sharing-enabled\"><div class=\"robots-nocontent sd-block sd-social sd-social-icon sd-sharing\"><h3 class=\"sd-title\">Dela:<\/h3><div class=\"sd-content\"><ul><li class=\"share-twitter\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"sharing-twitter-236\" class=\"share-twitter sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2009\/05\/22\/ett-ar-har-gatt\/?share=twitter\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Klicka f\u00f6r att dela p\u00e5 Twitter\"><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Klicka f\u00f6r att dela p\u00e5 Twitter (\u00d6ppnas i ett nytt f\u00f6nster)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-print\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"\" class=\"share-print sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2009\/05\/22\/ett-ar-har-gatt\/\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Klicka f\u00f6r utskrift\"><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Klicka f\u00f6r utskrift (\u00d6ppnas i ett nytt f\u00f6nster)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-pinterest\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"sharing-pinterest-236\" class=\"share-pinterest sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2009\/05\/22\/ett-ar-har-gatt\/?share=pinterest\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Klicka f\u00f6r att dela till Pinterest\"><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Klicka f\u00f6r att dela till Pinterest (\u00d6ppnas i ett nytt f\u00f6nster)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-end\"><\/li><\/ul><\/div><\/div><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p class=\"excerpt\">F\u00f6r ett \u00e5r sedan l\u00e4mnade mitt lite knytt mig, men egentligen hade knyttet l\u00e4mnat mig tidigare. Det var bara den tomma hinns\u00e4cken kvar, nu bl\u00f6dde jag ut den med medicinsk hj\u00e4lp. Missfallet var ett faktum. Mitt lilla knytt ville inte stanna hos mamma. Jag har n\u00e5gon g\u00e5ng f\u00e5tt kommentaren att det var tur att jag fick missfall eftersom jag inte&hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2009\/05\/22\/ett-ar-har-gatt\/\">Read more &rarr;<\/a><\/p>\n<div class=\"sharedaddy sd-sharing-enabled\"><div class=\"robots-nocontent sd-block sd-social sd-social-icon sd-sharing\"><h3 class=\"sd-title\">Dela:<\/h3><div class=\"sd-content\"><ul><li class=\"share-twitter\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"sharing-twitter-236\" class=\"share-twitter sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2009\/05\/22\/ett-ar-har-gatt\/?share=twitter\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Klicka f\u00f6r att dela p\u00e5 Twitter\"><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Klicka f\u00f6r att dela p\u00e5 Twitter (\u00d6ppnas i ett nytt f\u00f6nster)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-print\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"\" class=\"share-print sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2009\/05\/22\/ett-ar-har-gatt\/\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Klicka f\u00f6r utskrift\"><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Klicka f\u00f6r utskrift (\u00d6ppnas i ett nytt f\u00f6nster)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-pinterest\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"sharing-pinterest-236\" class=\"share-pinterest sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2009\/05\/22\/ett-ar-har-gatt\/?share=pinterest\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Klicka f\u00f6r att dela till Pinterest\"><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Klicka f\u00f6r att dela till Pinterest (\u00d6ppnas i ett nytt f\u00f6nster)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-end\"><\/li><\/ul><\/div><\/div><\/div>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"spay_email":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_is_tweetstorm":false},"categories":[8],"tags":[25,17],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p23rAr-3O","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":375,"url":"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2009\/06\/22\/veckan-over\/","url_meta":{"origin":236,"position":0},"title":"Veckan \u00f6ver","date":"22 juni 2009, 00:33","format":false,"excerpt":"C var upptagen, s\u00e5 jag blev \"all by myself\" idag. :( Men men, jag har lyckats f\u00f6rdriva dagen i alla fall, men inte gjort n\u00e5got vettigt. 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