{"id":1562,"date":"2011-03-09T17:32:18","date_gmt":"2011-03-09T16:32:18","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/?p=1562"},"modified":"2011-03-15T12:09:48","modified_gmt":"2011-03-15T11:09:48","slug":"allt-annat-an-det-jag-borde","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2011\/03\/09\/allt-annat-an-det-jag-borde\/","title":{"rendered":"Allt annat \u00e4n det jag borde"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><center><iframe title=\"Twitvid video player\" class=\"twitvid-player\" type=\"text\/html\" width=\"480\" height=\"360\" src=\"http:\/\/www.twitvid.com\/embed.php?guid=EAJTP&#038;autoplay=0\" frameborder=\"0\"><\/iframe><\/center><\/p>\n<p>S\u00e5, s\u00e5 var det med den saken, men det finns alltid en omtenta. Har varken huvud eller kropp med mig idag, hum\u00f6ret \u00e4r inte p\u00e5 topp och har s\u00e5 inte varit p\u00e5 flera dagar men jag orkar inte g\u00e5 in p\u00e5 det nu utan det f\u00e5r bli efter tentan n\u00e5gon g\u00e5ng. Men ang\u00e5ende kroppen kan jag s\u00e4ga s\u00e5 h\u00e4r, kronisk hosta (man kan nog kalla den det eftersom jag har hostat i dryga sex \u00e5r) och st\u00f6rtflod g\u00e5r inte ihop. Kan milt sagt s\u00e4ga att jag \u00e4r j\u00e4kligt less p\u00e5 mina hormoner (som ocks\u00e5 har kr\u00e5nglat sen urminnes tider, l\u00e4s \u00f6ver 15 \u00e5r) just nu.<\/p>\n<p>Och jag vet, det ser ut som f*n h\u00e4r nu men det orkar jag inte bry mig om.<\/p>\n<div class=\"sharedaddy sd-sharing-enabled\"><div class=\"robots-nocontent sd-block sd-social sd-social-icon sd-sharing\"><h3 class=\"sd-title\">Dela:<\/h3><div class=\"sd-content\"><ul><li class=\"share-twitter\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"sharing-twitter-1562\" class=\"share-twitter sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2011\/03\/09\/allt-annat-an-det-jag-borde\/?share=twitter\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Klicka f\u00f6r att dela p\u00e5 Twitter\"><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Klicka f\u00f6r att dela p\u00e5 Twitter (\u00d6ppnas i ett nytt f\u00f6nster)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-print\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"\" class=\"share-print sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2011\/03\/09\/allt-annat-an-det-jag-borde\/\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Klicka f\u00f6r utskrift\"><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Klicka f\u00f6r utskrift (\u00d6ppnas i ett nytt f\u00f6nster)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-pinterest\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"sharing-pinterest-1562\" class=\"share-pinterest sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2011\/03\/09\/allt-annat-an-det-jag-borde\/?share=pinterest\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Klicka f\u00f6r att dela till Pinterest\"><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Klicka f\u00f6r att dela till Pinterest (\u00d6ppnas i ett nytt f\u00f6nster)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-end\"><\/li><\/ul><\/div><\/div><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p class=\"excerpt\">S\u00e5, s\u00e5 var det med den saken, men det finns alltid en omtenta. Har varken huvud eller kropp med mig idag, hum\u00f6ret \u00e4r inte p\u00e5 topp och har s\u00e5 inte varit p\u00e5 flera dagar men jag orkar inte g\u00e5 in p\u00e5 det nu utan det f\u00e5r bli efter tentan n\u00e5gon g\u00e5ng. Men ang\u00e5ende kroppen kan jag s\u00e4ga s\u00e5 h\u00e4r, kronisk&hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2011\/03\/09\/allt-annat-an-det-jag-borde\/\">Read more &rarr;<\/a><\/p>\n<div class=\"sharedaddy sd-sharing-enabled\"><div class=\"robots-nocontent sd-block sd-social sd-social-icon sd-sharing\"><h3 class=\"sd-title\">Dela:<\/h3><div class=\"sd-content\"><ul><li class=\"share-twitter\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"sharing-twitter-1562\" class=\"share-twitter sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2011\/03\/09\/allt-annat-an-det-jag-borde\/?share=twitter\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Klicka f\u00f6r att dela p\u00e5 Twitter\"><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Klicka f\u00f6r att dela p\u00e5 Twitter (\u00d6ppnas i ett nytt f\u00f6nster)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-print\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"\" class=\"share-print sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2011\/03\/09\/allt-annat-an-det-jag-borde\/\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Klicka f\u00f6r utskrift\"><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Klicka f\u00f6r utskrift (\u00d6ppnas i ett nytt f\u00f6nster)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-pinterest\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"sharing-pinterest-1562\" class=\"share-pinterest sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2011\/03\/09\/allt-annat-an-det-jag-borde\/?share=pinterest\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Klicka f\u00f6r att dela till Pinterest\"><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Klicka f\u00f6r att dela till Pinterest (\u00d6ppnas i ett nytt f\u00f6nster)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-end\"><\/li><\/ul><\/div><\/div><\/div>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"spay_email":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_is_tweetstorm":false},"categories":[1],"tags":[59,27,204,227],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p23rAr-pc","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":2792,"url":"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2013\/03\/30\/jag-orkar-inte-ha-det-sa-har\/","url_meta":{"origin":1562,"position":0},"title":"Jag orkar inte ha det s\u00e5 h\u00e4r!","date":"30 mars 2013, 14:16","format":false,"excerpt":"Jag pratar om el\u00e4ndet, jag orkar verkligen inte ha det s\u00e5 h\u00e4r l\u00e4ngre! 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