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Gn\u00e4llig, tr\u00f6tt, f\u00f6rkylningsful. K\u00e4nner mig som ett vandrande lik, ett vandrande lik som borde vara inst\u00e4ngt i ett m\u00f6rkt rum dit ingen har nyckel. Usch. M\u00e5r bl\u00e4.<\/p>\n

\u00c5ngrar att jag inte \u00e5kte hem i m\u00e5ndags s\u00e5 att P slapp uppleva denna icke s\u00e5 attraktiva sida av mig.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Gn\u00e4llig, tr\u00f6tt, f\u00f6rkylningsful. K\u00e4nner mig som ett vandrande lik, ett vandrande lik som borde vara inst\u00e4ngt i ett m\u00f6rkt rum dit ingen har nyckel. Usch. M\u00e5r bl\u00e4. \u00c5ngrar att jag inte \u00e5kte hem i m\u00e5ndags s\u00e5 att P slapp uppleva denna icke s\u00e5 attraktiva sida av mig. 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