{"id":1238,"date":"2010-09-23T20:51:50","date_gmt":"2010-09-23T18:51:50","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/?p=1238"},"modified":"2010-09-23T20:52:46","modified_gmt":"2010-09-23T18:52:46","slug":"forkyld","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2010\/09\/23\/forkyld\/","title":{"rendered":"F\u00f6rkyld"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Gn\u00e4llig, tr\u00f6tt, f\u00f6rkylningsful. K\u00e4nner mig som ett vandrande lik, ett vandrande lik som borde vara inst\u00e4ngt i ett m\u00f6rkt rum dit ingen har nyckel. Usch. 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K\u00e4nner mig som ett vandrande lik, ett vandrande lik som borde vara inst\u00e4ngt i ett m\u00f6rkt rum dit ingen har nyckel. Usch. M\u00e5r bl\u00e4. \u00c5ngrar att jag inte \u00e5kte hem i m\u00e5ndags s\u00e5 att P slapp uppleva denna icke s\u00e5 attraktiva sida av mig. <a href=\"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2010\/09\/23\/forkyld\/\">Read more &rarr;<\/a><\/p>\n<div class=\"sharedaddy sd-sharing-enabled\"><div class=\"robots-nocontent sd-block sd-social sd-social-icon sd-sharing\"><h3 class=\"sd-title\">Dela:<\/h3><div class=\"sd-content\"><ul><li class=\"share-twitter\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"sharing-twitter-1238\" class=\"share-twitter sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2010\/09\/23\/forkyld\/?share=twitter\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Klicka f\u00f6r att dela p\u00e5 Twitter\"><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Klicka f\u00f6r att dela p\u00e5 Twitter (\u00d6ppnas i ett nytt f\u00f6nster)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-print\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"\" class=\"share-print sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2010\/09\/23\/forkyld\/\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Klicka f\u00f6r utskrift\"><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Klicka f\u00f6r utskrift (\u00d6ppnas i ett nytt f\u00f6nster)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-pinterest\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"sharing-pinterest-1238\" class=\"share-pinterest sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2010\/09\/23\/forkyld\/?share=pinterest\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Klicka f\u00f6r att dela till Pinterest\"><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Klicka f\u00f6r att dela till Pinterest (\u00d6ppnas i ett nytt f\u00f6nster)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-end\"><\/li><\/ul><\/div><\/div><\/div>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"spay_email":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_is_tweetstorm":false},"categories":[1],"tags":[181,88],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/s23rAr-forkyld","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":2137,"url":"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2012\/11\/10\/det-har-med-att-flytta\/","url_meta":{"origin":1238,"position":0},"title":"Det h\u00e4r med att flytta","date":"10 november 2012, 17:34","format":false,"excerpt":"Eftersom jag flyttar n\u00e4sta helg s\u00e5 \u00e4r det \u00e5ter dags att packa ihop mitt bohag, men det g\u00e5r l\u00e5ngsamt. 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