{"id":1168,"date":"2010-08-19T13:04:35","date_gmt":"2010-08-19T11:04:35","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/?p=1168"},"modified":"2010-08-19T13:04:35","modified_gmt":"2010-08-19T11:04:35","slug":"jag-forstar-inte","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2010\/08\/19\/jag-forstar-inte\/","title":{"rendered":"Jag f\u00f6rst\u00e5r inte"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/08\/nursestockxhng.jpg\"><img data-attachment-id=\"1169\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2010\/08\/19\/jag-forstar-inte\/nursestockxhng\/\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/08\/nursestockxhng.jpg\" data-orig-size=\"1772,2480\" data-comments-opened=\"1\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;0&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"Provtagning\" data-image-description=\"\" data-medium-file=\"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/08\/nursestockxhng-214x300.jpg\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/08\/nursestockxhng-600x839.jpg\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/08\/nursestockxhng-214x300.jpg\" alt=\"Provtagning\" title=\"Provtagning\" width=\"214\" height=\"300\" class=\"alignleft size-medium wp-image-1169\" srcset=\"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/08\/nursestockxhng-214x300.jpg 214w, https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/08\/nursestockxhng-600x839.jpg 600w, https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/08\/nursestockxhng.jpg 1772w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 214px) 100vw, 214px\" \/><\/a> Helt pl\u00f6tsligt verkar det som det igen ligger p\u00e5 gamla jobbet att avg\u00f6ra n\u00e4r jag f\u00e5r b\u00f6rja jobba p\u00e5 nya jobbet, och visst, det kanske inte s\u00e5 konstigt med tanke p\u00e5 att jag egentligen har tre m\u00e5naders upps\u00e4gningstid. Fick ett mail idag fr\u00e5n nya chefen som hade pratat med min gamla gruppchef, han hade l\u00e4mnat ett f\u00f6rslag och skulle f\u00e5 besked p\u00e5 m\u00e5ndag. M\u00e5ls\u00e4ttningen \u00e4r hur som helst att jag ska b\u00f6rja jobba s\u00e5 fort som m\u00f6jligt och jag hoppas f\u00e5 ett positivt besked p\u00e5 m\u00e5ndag.<\/p>\n<p>Vill b\u00f6rja jobba nu! M\u00e5nga skulle s\u00e4kert tycka det var sk\u00f6nt att vara ledig 8 veckor och det kanske jag ocks\u00e5 hade tyckt om jag hade m\u00e5tt bra hela tiden. Eller nej, jag hade nog blivit rastl\u00f6s ganska s\u00e5 snabbt. Jag vill jobba, jag tycker om att jobba, och jag \u00e4lskar att vara sjuksk\u00f6terska eftersom jag alltid har tyckt om att hj\u00e4lpa andra. S\u00e5 h\u00e5ll tummarna f\u00f6r mig att jag f\u00e5r b\u00f6rja jobba snart.<\/p>\n<p>Och ang\u00e5ende mitt gamla jobb och att g\u00e5 tillbaka dit&#8230; Min doktor fr\u00e5gade f\u00f6rra veckan om jag k\u00e4nde mig arbetsf\u00f6r och jag svarade ja. F\u00f6ljdfr\u00e5gan d\u00e5 var om jag skulle klara av att jobba p\u00e5 gamla jobbet om jag visste att det bara var f\u00f6r n\u00e5gon\/n\u00e5gra veckor. Svaret p\u00e5 det var t\u00e5rar och panikk\u00e4nslor. S\u00e5 ja, arbetsf\u00f6r f\u00f6r nya jobbet. 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