{"id":1142,"date":"2010-08-03T14:19:48","date_gmt":"2010-08-03T12:19:48","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/?p=1142"},"modified":"2010-08-03T14:19:48","modified_gmt":"2010-08-03T12:19:48","slug":"det-tog-stopp","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2010\/08\/03\/det-tog-stopp\/","title":{"rendered":"Det tog stopp"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>F\u00f6r ungef\u00e4r en timme sedan skrev jag ett <a href=\"http:\/\/twitter.com\/Hoppfull\/statuses\/20212279314\">tweet<\/a> om min planering f\u00f6r dagen. Det jag gl\u00f6mde att ta med d\u00e4r var att jag skulle st\u00e4da ocks\u00e5, skulle verkligen beh\u00f6va det med tanke p\u00e5 att jag har tv\u00e5 p\u00e4lsfr\u00f6knar som jobbar h\u00e5rt p\u00e5 att tappa all sin p\u00e4ls.<\/p>\n<p>Men det tog stopp. Jo, jag duschade och jag har varit ner f\u00f6rsta sv\u00e4ngen till tv\u00e4ttstugan, men sen tog det stopp. Jag tappade allt ork, k\u00e4nner mig nu helt matt i hela kroppen och det k\u00e4nns jobbigt att ta sig fr\u00e5n ett rum till ett annat. Har aldrig upplevt n\u00e5got liknande, \u00e5tminstone inte f\u00f6rr\u00e4n allt det <a href=\"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2010\/06\/30\/sjukskriven\/\">h\u00e4r<\/a> b\u00f6rjade. Allt k\u00e4nns som stora o\u00f6verstigliga hinder, saker som verkligen inte borde k\u00e4nnas s\u00e5 som till exempel g\u00e5 ner till tv\u00e4ttstugan. Hatar detta. Vill vara &#8221;som vanligt&#8221;, vill inte vara s\u00e5 h\u00e4r.<\/p>\n<p>Ig\u00e5r var det t\u00e4nkt att jag skulle b\u00f6rja jobba igen efter semestern, men jag k\u00e4nde redan f\u00f6rra veckan att det inte skulle g\u00e5. Sov d\u00e5ligt, t\u00e4nkte p\u00e5 jobbet hela tiden, stress och panik. S\u00e5 jag bokade tid hos doktor och blev sjukskriven i tv\u00e5 veckor, nu ska det bli rehabm\u00f6te och sen f\u00e5r vi se vad som h\u00e4nder. F\u00e5r ont i magen bara jag t\u00e4nker p\u00e5 jobbet. <\/p>\n<p>Ska f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka b\u00e4dda rent i s\u00e4ngen nu innan misselissarna h\u00e5rat ner madrassen allt f\u00f6r mycket.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p class=\"excerpt\">F\u00f6r ungef\u00e4r en timme sedan skrev jag ett tweet om min planering f\u00f6r dagen. Det jag gl\u00f6mde att ta med d\u00e4r var att jag skulle st\u00e4da ocks\u00e5, skulle verkligen beh\u00f6va det med tanke p\u00e5 att jag har tv\u00e5 p\u00e4lsfr\u00f6knar som jobbar h\u00e5rt p\u00e5 att tappa all sin p\u00e4ls. Men det tog stopp. Jo, jag duschade och jag har varit ner&hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2010\/08\/03\/det-tog-stopp\/\">Read more &rarr;<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[1],"tags":[154,67,165],"class_list":["post-1142","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-blandat","tag-dalig-dag","tag-orkeslos","tag-sjukskriven","xfolkentry"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p23rAr-iq","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":3787,"url":"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2015\/04\/12\/ytterligare-ett-langpass-avklarat\/","url_meta":{"origin":1142,"position":0},"title":"Ytterligare ett l\u00e5ngpass avklarat","author":"Maria","date":"12 april 2015, 22:58","format":false,"excerpt":"Nej d\u00e5, regnet \u00f6ste inte ner under dagens pass, men visst kom det lite regn. 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