{"id":1064,"date":"2010-07-01T16:42:12","date_gmt":"2010-07-01T14:42:12","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2010\/07\/01\/dagen-idag-2\/"},"modified":"2010-07-01T16:52:00","modified_gmt":"2010-07-01T14:52:00","slug":"dagen-idag-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2010\/07\/01\/dagen-idag-2\/","title":{"rendered":"Dagen idag"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>De jobbiga sakerna f\u00f6r dagen avklarade, nu \u00e4r det bara de bra sakerna kvar. Kramarna.<\/p>\n<p>Lyckades faktiskt ta mig till jobbet idag utan att bryta ihop. Som tur var s\u00e5 st\u00f6tte jag inte p\u00e5 s\u00e5 m\u00e5nga arbetskamrater, slapp f\u00e5 fr\u00e5gor. M\u00f6tet med gruppchef gick ocks\u00e5 bra. Hon vill inte att jag gl\u00f6mmer bort den den m\u00f6jligheten att jag kan st\u00e5 kvar som anst\u00e4lld p\u00e5 akuten och f\u00e5 arbetstr\u00e4na n\u00e5gon annanstans. Hmm, vet inte jag det, lockar mig inte alls. <\/p>\n<p>Intervjun gick \u00e4ven den bra men jag tror \u00e4nd\u00e5 inte att jag f\u00e5r jobbet, en k\u00e4nsla jag har bara. Det k\u00e4nns som de tycker att jag \u00e4r \u00f6verkvalificerad f\u00f6r jobbet och dessutom beg\u00e4r f\u00f6r mycket l\u00f6n. Men jag vill ju inte f\u00e5 l\u00e4gre l\u00f6n \u00e4n vad jag har nu n\u00e4r jag i och med byte till ren nattj\u00e4nst blir av med min rotationsers\u00e4ttning p\u00e5 1500 per m\u00e5nad. Ja ja, jag f\u00e5r se hur det blir. <\/p>\n<p>Men nu ska jag inte t\u00e4nka p\u00e5 annat \u00e4n att jag snart f\u00e5r kramas med P. <3\n<\/p>\n<div class=\"sharedaddy sd-sharing-enabled\"><div class=\"robots-nocontent sd-block sd-social sd-social-icon sd-sharing\"><h3 class=\"sd-title\">Dela:<\/h3><div class=\"sd-content\"><ul><li class=\"share-twitter\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"sharing-twitter-1064\" class=\"share-twitter sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2010\/07\/01\/dagen-idag-2\/?share=twitter\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Klicka f\u00f6r att dela p\u00e5 Twitter\"><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Klicka f\u00f6r att dela p\u00e5 Twitter (\u00d6ppnas i ett nytt f\u00f6nster)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-print\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"\" class=\"share-print sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2010\/07\/01\/dagen-idag-2\/\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Klicka f\u00f6r utskrift\"><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Klicka f\u00f6r utskrift (\u00d6ppnas i ett nytt f\u00f6nster)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-pinterest\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"sharing-pinterest-1064\" class=\"share-pinterest sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2010\/07\/01\/dagen-idag-2\/?share=pinterest\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Klicka f\u00f6r att dela till Pinterest\"><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Klicka f\u00f6r att dela till Pinterest (\u00d6ppnas i ett nytt f\u00f6nster)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-end\"><\/li><\/ul><\/div><\/div><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p class=\"excerpt\">De jobbiga sakerna f\u00f6r dagen avklarade, nu \u00e4r det bara de bra sakerna kvar. Kramarna. Lyckades faktiskt ta mig till jobbet idag utan att bryta ihop. Som tur var s\u00e5 st\u00f6tte jag inte p\u00e5 s\u00e5 m\u00e5nga arbetskamrater, slapp f\u00e5 fr\u00e5gor. M\u00f6tet med gruppchef gick ocks\u00e5 bra. Hon vill inte att jag gl\u00f6mmer bort den den m\u00f6jligheten att jag kan st\u00e5&hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2010\/07\/01\/dagen-idag-2\/\">Read more &rarr;<\/a><\/p>\n<div class=\"sharedaddy sd-sharing-enabled\"><div class=\"robots-nocontent sd-block sd-social sd-social-icon sd-sharing\"><h3 class=\"sd-title\">Dela:<\/h3><div class=\"sd-content\"><ul><li class=\"share-twitter\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"sharing-twitter-1064\" class=\"share-twitter sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2010\/07\/01\/dagen-idag-2\/?share=twitter\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Klicka f\u00f6r att dela p\u00e5 Twitter\"><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Klicka f\u00f6r att dela p\u00e5 Twitter (\u00d6ppnas i ett nytt f\u00f6nster)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-print\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"\" class=\"share-print sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2010\/07\/01\/dagen-idag-2\/\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Klicka f\u00f6r utskrift\"><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Klicka f\u00f6r utskrift (\u00d6ppnas i ett nytt f\u00f6nster)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-pinterest\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"sharing-pinterest-1064\" class=\"share-pinterest sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2010\/07\/01\/dagen-idag-2\/?share=pinterest\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Klicka f\u00f6r att dela till Pinterest\"><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Klicka f\u00f6r att dela till Pinterest (\u00d6ppnas i ett nytt f\u00f6nster)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-end\"><\/li><\/ul><\/div><\/div><\/div>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"spay_email":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_is_tweetstorm":false},"categories":[13],"tags":[167,15,165],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p23rAr-ha","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":4421,"url":"https:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2016\/05\/16\/jag-kan-jag-vill-det-gar-visst\/","url_meta":{"origin":1064,"position":0},"title":"Jag kan. 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