{"id":701,"date":"2009-09-06T17:34:34","date_gmt":"2009-09-06T15:34:34","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/?p=701"},"modified":"2009-09-06T17:34:34","modified_gmt":"2009-09-06T15:34:34","slug":"status-oforandrat","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2009\/09\/06\/status-oforandrat\/","title":{"rendered":"Status of\u00f6r\u00e4ndrat"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>K\u00e4nner mig fortfarande sm\u00e5h\u00e4ngig och sm\u00e5febrig. G\u00e5r hemma och skrotar i myskl\u00e4der och f\u00e5rskinnstofflorna, har inte varit m\u00e5nga meter i fr\u00e5n soffan. Sov l\u00e4nge, mest p\u00e5 trots d\u00e5 jag v\u00e4cktes av ett telefonsamtal av min far vid halv tio. Ett samtal som gjorde mig ledsen och jag sa att han fick \u00e5terkomma n\u00e4r han var nykter, vill inte prata med honom d\u00e5 han druckit, oavsett vad det g\u00e4ller.<\/p>\n<p>Borde st\u00e4da, \u00e5tminstone dammsuga och en snabb st\u00e4drunda i badrummet. Ska g\u00e5 och handla lite ocks\u00e5, m\u00e5ste tyv\u00e4rr. Det enda positiva med dagen \u00e4r att v\u00e5gen var sn\u00e4ll&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Har \u00e4ntligen skaffat QuadCamera-appen till Iphonen s\u00e5 jag bjuder p\u00e5 ett gr\u00e4sliga fotografier p\u00e5 mig sj\u00e4lv i en &#8221;underbar&#8221; f\u00e4rgkombination. (Fotot blir som oftast st\u00f6rre d\u00e5 du klickar p\u00e5 det.)<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/09\/090906.jpg\"><img data-attachment-id=\"702\" data-permalink=\"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2009\/09\/06\/status-oforandrat\/attachment\/090906\/\" data-orig-file=\"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/09\/090906.jpg\" data-orig-size=\"900,300\" data-comments-opened=\"1\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;0&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"090906\" data-image-description=\"\" data-medium-file=\"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/09\/090906-300x100.jpg\" data-large-file=\"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/09\/090906-600x200.jpg\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/09\/090906-300x100.jpg\" alt=\"090906\" title=\"090906\" width=\"300\" height=\"100\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-702\" srcset=\"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/09\/090906-300x100.jpg 300w, http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/09\/090906-600x200.jpg 600w, http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/09\/090906.jpg 900w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<div class=\"sharedaddy sd-sharing-enabled\"><div class=\"robots-nocontent sd-block sd-social sd-social-icon sd-sharing\"><h3 class=\"sd-title\">Dela:<\/h3><div class=\"sd-content\"><ul><li class=\"share-twitter\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"sharing-twitter-701\" class=\"share-twitter sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2009\/09\/06\/status-oforandrat\/?share=twitter\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Klicka f\u00f6r att dela p\u00e5 Twitter\"><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Klicka f\u00f6r att dela p\u00e5 Twitter (\u00d6ppnas i ett nytt f\u00f6nster)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-print\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"\" class=\"share-print sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2009\/09\/06\/status-oforandrat\/\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Klicka f\u00f6r utskrift\"><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Klicka f\u00f6r utskrift (\u00d6ppnas i ett nytt f\u00f6nster)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-pinterest\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"sharing-pinterest-701\" class=\"share-pinterest sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2009\/09\/06\/status-oforandrat\/?share=pinterest\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Klicka f\u00f6r att dela till Pinterest\"><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Klicka f\u00f6r att dela till Pinterest (\u00d6ppnas i ett nytt f\u00f6nster)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-end\"><\/li><\/ul><\/div><\/div><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p class=\"excerpt\">K\u00e4nner mig fortfarande sm\u00e5h\u00e4ngig och sm\u00e5febrig. G\u00e5r hemma och skrotar i myskl\u00e4der och f\u00e5rskinnstofflorna, har inte varit m\u00e5nga meter i fr\u00e5n soffan. Sov l\u00e4nge, mest p\u00e5 trots d\u00e5 jag v\u00e4cktes av ett telefonsamtal av min far vid halv tio. Ett samtal som gjorde mig ledsen och jag sa att han fick \u00e5terkomma n\u00e4r han var nykter, vill inte prata med&hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2009\/09\/06\/status-oforandrat\/\">Read more &rarr;<\/a><\/p>\n<div class=\"sharedaddy sd-sharing-enabled\"><div class=\"robots-nocontent sd-block sd-social sd-social-icon sd-sharing\"><h3 class=\"sd-title\">Dela:<\/h3><div class=\"sd-content\"><ul><li class=\"share-twitter\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"sharing-twitter-701\" class=\"share-twitter sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2009\/09\/06\/status-oforandrat\/?share=twitter\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Klicka f\u00f6r att dela p\u00e5 Twitter\"><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Klicka f\u00f6r att dela p\u00e5 Twitter (\u00d6ppnas i ett nytt f\u00f6nster)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-print\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"\" class=\"share-print sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2009\/09\/06\/status-oforandrat\/\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Klicka f\u00f6r utskrift\"><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Klicka f\u00f6r utskrift (\u00d6ppnas i ett nytt f\u00f6nster)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-pinterest\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"sharing-pinterest-701\" class=\"share-pinterest sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2009\/09\/06\/status-oforandrat\/?share=pinterest\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Klicka f\u00f6r att dela till Pinterest\"><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Klicka f\u00f6r att dela till Pinterest (\u00d6ppnas i ett nytt f\u00f6nster)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-end\"><\/li><\/ul><\/div><\/div><\/div>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"spay_email":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_is_tweetstorm":false},"categories":[1],"tags":[33,88],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p23rAr-bj","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":2577,"url":"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2013\/03\/01\/nagra-slag-2\/","url_meta":{"origin":701,"position":0},"title":"N\u00e5gra slag","date":"01 mars 2013, 23:26","format":false,"excerpt":"N\u00e4r jag l\u00e4ser om kvinnan som blev ihj\u00e4lskjuten av sin pojkv\u00e4n blir jag ledsen. 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