{"id":2605,"date":"2013-03-03T22:24:17","date_gmt":"2013-03-03T21:24:17","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/?p=2605"},"modified":"2013-03-03T22:25:34","modified_gmt":"2013-03-03T21:25:34","slug":"liten","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2013\/03\/03\/liten\/","title":{"rendered":"Ensam"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/03\/fragile.png\"><img data-attachment-id=\"2607\" data-permalink=\"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2013\/03\/03\/liten\/fragile\/\" data-orig-file=\"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/03\/fragile.png\" data-orig-size=\"480,479\" data-comments-opened=\"1\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;0&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"Liten\" data-image-description=\"\" data-medium-file=\"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/03\/fragile-300x300.png\" data-large-file=\"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/03\/fragile.png\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/03\/fragile.png\" alt=\"Liten\" width=\"480\" height=\"479\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-2607\" srcset=\"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/03\/fragile.png 480w, http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/03\/fragile-290x290.png 290w, http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/03\/fragile-300x300.png 300w, http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/03\/fragile-150x150.png 150w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 480px) 100vw, 480px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>S\u00e5 \u00e4r det. Jag \u00e4r ensam. <\/p>\n<p>Ibland \u00e4r jag tr\u00f6tt p\u00e5 att vara stark, tycker oftast inte att jag \u00e4r det heller. Jag \u00e4r en \u00f6verlevare. Jag kunde ha varit n\u00e5got annat, jag kunde varit n\u00e5gon som tog den enkla och fega utv\u00e4gen, men det gjorde jag inte. Hur som helst, det var l\u00e4nge sedan jag \u00f6verhuvudtaget hade s\u00e5dana tankar&#8230;typ 20 \u00e5r sedan. Som sagt, tiden g\u00e5r. Ja, det kan nog h\u00e4nda att jag blev lite deppig s\u00e5 h\u00e4r p\u00e5 kv\u00e4llen, och jag f\u00f6rst\u00e5r inte varf\u00f6r. Nyss skrev jag p\u00e5 twitter att jag inte var ledsen&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Raderna kommer fr\u00e5n en gammal favorit, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=40Qs0Zh2mBU\" target=\"_blank\">Fragile<\/a> med Delta Goodrem.<\/p>\n<div class=\"sharedaddy sd-sharing-enabled\"><div class=\"robots-nocontent sd-block sd-social sd-social-icon sd-sharing\"><h3 class=\"sd-title\">Dela:<\/h3><div class=\"sd-content\"><ul><li class=\"share-twitter\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"sharing-twitter-2605\" class=\"share-twitter sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2013\/03\/03\/liten\/?share=twitter\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Klicka f\u00f6r att dela p\u00e5 Twitter\"><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Klicka f\u00f6r att dela p\u00e5 Twitter (\u00d6ppnas i ett nytt f\u00f6nster)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-print\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"\" class=\"share-print sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2013\/03\/03\/liten\/\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Klicka f\u00f6r utskrift\"><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Klicka f\u00f6r utskrift (\u00d6ppnas i ett nytt f\u00f6nster)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-pinterest\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"sharing-pinterest-2605\" class=\"share-pinterest sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2013\/03\/03\/liten\/?share=pinterest\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Klicka f\u00f6r att dela till Pinterest\"><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Klicka f\u00f6r att dela till Pinterest (\u00d6ppnas i ett nytt f\u00f6nster)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-end\"><\/li><\/ul><\/div><\/div><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p class=\"excerpt\">S\u00e5 \u00e4r det. Jag \u00e4r ensam. Ibland \u00e4r jag tr\u00f6tt p\u00e5 att vara stark, tycker oftast inte att jag \u00e4r det heller. Jag \u00e4r en \u00f6verlevare. Jag kunde ha varit n\u00e5got annat, jag kunde varit n\u00e5gon som tog den enkla och fega utv\u00e4gen, men det gjorde jag inte. Hur som helst, det var l\u00e4nge sedan jag \u00f6verhuvudtaget hade s\u00e5dana tankar&#8230;typ&hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2013\/03\/03\/liten\/\">Read more &rarr;<\/a><\/p>\n<div class=\"sharedaddy sd-sharing-enabled\"><div class=\"robots-nocontent sd-block sd-social sd-social-icon sd-sharing\"><h3 class=\"sd-title\">Dela:<\/h3><div class=\"sd-content\"><ul><li class=\"share-twitter\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"sharing-twitter-2605\" class=\"share-twitter sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2013\/03\/03\/liten\/?share=twitter\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Klicka f\u00f6r att dela p\u00e5 Twitter\"><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Klicka f\u00f6r att dela p\u00e5 Twitter (\u00d6ppnas i ett nytt f\u00f6nster)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-print\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"\" class=\"share-print sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2013\/03\/03\/liten\/\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Klicka f\u00f6r utskrift\"><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Klicka f\u00f6r utskrift (\u00d6ppnas i ett nytt f\u00f6nster)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-pinterest\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"sharing-pinterest-2605\" class=\"share-pinterest sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2013\/03\/03\/liten\/?share=pinterest\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Klicka f\u00f6r att dela till Pinterest\"><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Klicka f\u00f6r att dela till Pinterest (\u00d6ppnas i ett nytt f\u00f6nster)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-end\"><\/li><\/ul><\/div><\/div><\/div>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"spay_email":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_is_tweetstorm":false},"categories":[1],"tags":[25,38,398],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/s23rAr-liten","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":434,"url":"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2009\/07\/04\/ensam-2\/","url_meta":{"origin":2605,"position":0},"title":"Ensam","date":"04 juli 2009, 01:29","format":false,"excerpt":"Har f\u00f6r mindre \u00e4n en timme sedan kommit hem fr\u00e5n Gotland d\u00e4r jag varit n\u00e5gra dagar. 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