{"id":163,"date":"2009-04-14T23:22:25","date_gmt":"2009-04-14T21:22:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/?p=163"},"modified":"2009-04-14T23:23:27","modified_gmt":"2009-04-14T21:23:27","slug":"tisdagen-snart-over","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2009\/04\/14\/tisdagen-snart-over\/","title":{"rendered":"Tisdagen snart \u00f6ver"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Har klarat mig i genom hela dagen utan n\u00e5gra t\u00e5rar, \u00e4r faktiskt ganska stolt \u00f6ver mig sj\u00e4lv. F\u00f6rs\u00f6ker att inte l\u00e5ta tankarna vandra till honom, f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker vara positiv. Men det \u00e4r sv\u00e5rt just nu, livet k\u00e4nns helt pl\u00f6tsligt s\u00e5 f\u00f6rbaskat tr\u00e5kigt. Inga mail fr\u00e5n honom att se fram emot, ingen att l\u00e4ngta efter att tr\u00e4ffa. *suck* K\u00e4nner mig s\u00e5 ensam&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Hur som helst, tisdagen har varit ganska bra. Vaknade relativt tidigt och kunde inte somna om, l\u00e5g och vred och v\u00e4nde mig ett bra tag innan jag slutligen valde att g\u00e5 upp. Sen slappande i nattlinnet framf\u00f6r teven, tog ut missarna, systerm\u00f6te p\u00e5 gamla jobbet, samtal med gamla chefen (har sagt upp mig nu!! *hurra*), fika med fd jobbarkompis <strong>C<\/strong>&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&#8230;sen kom jag hem och allt var tr\u00e5kigt igen. M\u00e5ste rycka upp mig!!<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/04\/090414.jpg\" rel=\"shadowbox\" title=\"Siri och Saga har fastnat vid v\u00e4dringsluckan igen.\"><img data-attachment-id=\"164\" data-permalink=\"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2009\/04\/14\/tisdagen-snart-over\/attachment\/090414\/\" data-orig-file=\"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/04\/090414.jpg\" data-orig-size=\"661,498\" data-comments-opened=\"1\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;0&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"Saga och Siri\" data-image-description=\"\" data-medium-file=\"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/04\/090414-300x226.jpg\" data-large-file=\"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/04\/090414-600x452.jpg\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/04\/090414-300x226.jpg\" alt=\"Saga och Siri\" title=\"Saga och Siri\" width=\"300\" height=\"226\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-164\" srcset=\"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/04\/090414-300x226.jpg 300w, http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/04\/090414-600x452.jpg 600w, http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/04\/090414.jpg 661w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Det var i alla fall trevligt tr\u00e4ffa mina gamla jobbarkompisar, saknar ju de flesta av dem. Hela bowlingg\u00e4nget var d\u00e4r och <strong>I<\/strong> fick mina tider s\u00e5 de kan boka in en kv\u00e4ll snart igen. De vet inget om de senaste h\u00e4ndelserna och jag tror inte att de t\u00e4nkte p\u00e5 att jag var d\u00e4mpad, jag k\u00e4nner mig d\u00e4mpad i alla fall. De tyckte jag s\u00e5g glad ut och verkade m\u00e5 bra, tyckte att jag g\u00e5tt ner i vikt (vilket jag suger \u00e5t mig). Och egentligen m\u00e5r jag ju fortfarande bra, om man j\u00e4mf\u00f6r med hur jag har m\u00e5tt. <strong>C<\/strong> fick veta i  alla fall, beh\u00f6vde prata k\u00e4nde jag.<\/p>\n<p>Avslutar med en favorit, tycker den \u00e4r s\u00e5 fin:<\/p>\n<p><center><object width=\"480\" height=\"295\"><param name=\"movie\" value=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/v\/vK3ZiQnXGJ4&#038;hl=sv&#038;fs=1\"><\/param><param name=\"allowFullScreen\" value=\"true\"><\/param><param name=\"allowscriptaccess\" value=\"always\"><\/param><\/object><\/center><\/p>\n<div class=\"sharedaddy sd-sharing-enabled\"><div class=\"robots-nocontent sd-block sd-social sd-social-icon sd-sharing\"><h3 class=\"sd-title\">Dela:<\/h3><div class=\"sd-content\"><ul><li class=\"share-twitter\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"sharing-twitter-163\" class=\"share-twitter sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2009\/04\/14\/tisdagen-snart-over\/?share=twitter\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Klicka f\u00f6r att dela p\u00e5 Twitter\"><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Klicka f\u00f6r att dela p\u00e5 Twitter (\u00d6ppnas i ett nytt f\u00f6nster)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-print\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"\" class=\"share-print sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2009\/04\/14\/tisdagen-snart-over\/\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Klicka f\u00f6r utskrift\"><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Klicka f\u00f6r utskrift (\u00d6ppnas i ett nytt f\u00f6nster)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-pinterest\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"sharing-pinterest-163\" class=\"share-pinterest sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2009\/04\/14\/tisdagen-snart-over\/?share=pinterest\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Klicka f\u00f6r att dela till Pinterest\"><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Klicka f\u00f6r att dela till Pinterest (\u00d6ppnas i ett nytt f\u00f6nster)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-end\"><\/li><\/ul><\/div><\/div><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p class=\"excerpt\">Har klarat mig i genom hela dagen utan n\u00e5gra t\u00e5rar, \u00e4r faktiskt ganska stolt \u00f6ver mig sj\u00e4lv. F\u00f6rs\u00f6ker att inte l\u00e5ta tankarna vandra till honom, f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker vara positiv. Men det \u00e4r sv\u00e5rt just nu, livet k\u00e4nns helt pl\u00f6tsligt s\u00e5 f\u00f6rbaskat tr\u00e5kigt. Inga mail fr\u00e5n honom att se fram emot, ingen att l\u00e4ngta efter att tr\u00e4ffa. *suck* K\u00e4nner mig s\u00e5 ensam&#8230;&hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2009\/04\/14\/tisdagen-snart-over\/\">Read more &rarr;<\/a><\/p>\n<div class=\"sharedaddy sd-sharing-enabled\"><div class=\"robots-nocontent sd-block sd-social sd-social-icon sd-sharing\"><h3 class=\"sd-title\">Dela:<\/h3><div class=\"sd-content\"><ul><li class=\"share-twitter\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"sharing-twitter-163\" class=\"share-twitter sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2009\/04\/14\/tisdagen-snart-over\/?share=twitter\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Klicka f\u00f6r att dela p\u00e5 Twitter\"><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Klicka f\u00f6r att dela p\u00e5 Twitter (\u00d6ppnas i ett nytt f\u00f6nster)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-print\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"\" class=\"share-print sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2009\/04\/14\/tisdagen-snart-over\/\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Klicka f\u00f6r utskrift\"><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Klicka f\u00f6r utskrift (\u00d6ppnas i ett nytt f\u00f6nster)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-pinterest\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"sharing-pinterest-163\" class=\"share-pinterest sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2009\/04\/14\/tisdagen-snart-over\/?share=pinterest\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Klicka f\u00f6r att dela till Pinterest\"><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Klicka f\u00f6r att dela till Pinterest (\u00d6ppnas i ett nytt f\u00f6nster)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-end\"><\/li><\/ul><\/div><\/div><\/div>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"spay_email":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_is_tweetstorm":false},"categories":[1],"tags":[23,15,21,17],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p23rAr-2D","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":1281,"url":"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2010\/12\/03\/dag-3-mina-foraldrar\/","url_meta":{"origin":163,"position":0},"title":"Dag 3: Mina f\u00f6r\u00e4ldrar","date":"03 december 2010, 23:30","format":false,"excerpt":"Ja, var ska man b\u00f6rja egentligen. 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