{"id":1278,"date":"2010-12-02T18:33:12","date_gmt":"2010-12-02T17:33:12","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/?p=1278"},"modified":"2010-12-02T18:33:12","modified_gmt":"2010-12-02T17:33:12","slug":"dag-2-min-forsta-karlek","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2010\/12\/02\/dag-2-min-forsta-karlek\/","title":{"rendered":"Dag 2: Min f\u00f6rsta k\u00e4rlek"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Barn. Lekis. Kuddhav. Sj\u00f6r\u00f6vare. Kapten. Matros. En faller i havet, en blir r\u00e4ddad, bara en blir k\u00e4r.<\/p>\n<p>H\u00e5kan var kaptenen, jag var matrosen (och \u00e4ven den b\u00e4sta sj\u00f6r\u00f6varen s\u00e5 klart), jag f\u00f6ll i och H\u00e5kan r\u00e4ddade mig. Jag var fast. Och trots att jag bara var 6 \u00e5r vid tillf\u00e4llet s\u00e5 h\u00f6ll k\u00e4rleken i sig i 5-6 \u00e5r.<\/p>\n<div class=\"sharedaddy sd-sharing-enabled\"><div class=\"robots-nocontent sd-block sd-social sd-social-icon sd-sharing\"><h3 class=\"sd-title\">Dela:<\/h3><div class=\"sd-content\"><ul><li class=\"share-twitter\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"sharing-twitter-1278\" class=\"share-twitter sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2010\/12\/02\/dag-2-min-forsta-karlek\/?share=twitter\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Klicka f\u00f6r att dela p\u00e5 Twitter\"><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Klicka f\u00f6r att dela p\u00e5 Twitter (\u00d6ppnas i ett nytt f\u00f6nster)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-print\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"\" class=\"share-print sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2010\/12\/02\/dag-2-min-forsta-karlek\/\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Klicka f\u00f6r utskrift\"><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Klicka f\u00f6r utskrift (\u00d6ppnas i ett nytt f\u00f6nster)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-pinterest\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"sharing-pinterest-1278\" class=\"share-pinterest sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"http:\/\/hoppfull.nu\/index.php\/2010\/12\/02\/dag-2-min-forsta-karlek\/?share=pinterest\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Klicka f\u00f6r att dela till Pinterest\"><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Klicka f\u00f6r att dela till Pinterest (\u00d6ppnas i ett nytt f\u00f6nster)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-end\"><\/li><\/ul><\/div><\/div><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p class=\"excerpt\">Barn. Lekis. Kuddhav. Sj\u00f6r\u00f6vare. Kapten. Matros. En faller i havet, en blir r\u00e4ddad, bara en blir k\u00e4r. H\u00e5kan var kaptenen, jag var matrosen (och \u00e4ven den b\u00e4sta sj\u00f6r\u00f6varen s\u00e5 klart), jag f\u00f6ll i och H\u00e5kan r\u00e4ddade mig. Jag var fast. 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